Monday, June 28, 2010

I mess up most things

Sometimes I think I know exactly what it is that I want. When I come close to it, you would think that I should hold on to it - right?

Not me. I scare it, chase it, throw it AWAY.

I'm feeling sad, but not terribly regretful. He is probably better off finding someone who suits him more - someone closer to his own age, someone who wants to be his wife.

Hell, I'm still (technically) married.

I also don't want just anyone. I want to be crazy in love with the man.

Tall order - I know.

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