I made the mistake of looking at my wedding ring this evening. I was lost in the tiny details of white gold and diamonds as they encircled my finger. It tugged heavy and hard on my heart.
I miss him.
I am trying hard to carry on. Move on. But I feel stuck somehow.
Have I said all that I wanted to say to him?
It might be some time before he is completely out of my system. I mean, seventeen years. God Damn.
I can't even fall in love. I've tried.
So far, I just fall in lust.
For now, that's all I can do, all I can feel - I guess.
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